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I'm so absolutely losing it this past few months have been a total strain on me. I guess its my fault for staying up late reading. my eye bags and dark circles are so prominent they could rival that of a panda... lol one can hardly blame me though, its my passion. hehe... on average, i'm reading 1 novel a day... am not bragging..just reminding myself i have a whole stash of books w8ing 2 b read...Right now, I'm obsessed with historical romance...well, actually, I never got over this obsessions. I love the way propriety always gets in the way thus creating a different atmosphere compared 2 if the story was set in modern times as people are now free to do as they please.

I re-read PS. I Love You the other day and surprise(not!)...i cried. Why i cried? i have absolutely no idea. I can cry for just about anything. Even for someone else. I guess the reality of how fragile we all really are can really make one feel down in the dumps. My deepest condolences, btw, I would have gone if i didnt have 2 go 2 KL. Just don't forget, we all are here for you.

I cant believe though, we're having exams next week. Its 2 soon!!! I barely have time 4 anything else already..now I have 2 study??!! Oh! the horrors... I guess I could flunk it all but then that just wont do for my 'distorted perfectinist' view..Dont ask what it is...I'm not 2 sure of it myself.

On the note of school, we just finished our interclass drama competition. A triffle disappointed to have lost but i'm glad for the experience. Just dont come looking for me 2 direct another one thiugh, I prefer to be in the spotlight, thank you very much...lol...The school drama team hasn't got a script yet & i hope they do it soon. I'm just an extra, unfortunately, though i hope it won't be for long. I am not going to let this chance slip by without a fight, mark my words.

xoxo Kat